||[12 Aug 2007|02:32pm]
A lot has been going on. I'm pregnant, almost done my first trimester. I hope being sick goes away....
I'm confused about a lot of things with Ryan and I. A little annoyed as well.. okay more then a little. I'm just going to explode one day. He's so hard to talk to lately, I don't know why. I feel so alone with this pregnancy, even though he's 'there'. Just my thoughts. I have the worst feeling about this issue with him and it sucks. I'll be finding out if its a boy or girl come October. I'm excited at least, to be able to feel life in me in the most amazing feeling in the world. I never thought I would feel this way. I have a part of me that is more then just me, as dumb as it sounds.
I've been spending a lot of time at my dad's. He's really easy to talk to lately, and I've been helping with fixing up his new house in preperation for Tamarah and my mom to be moving there come September. Then end of September I'm on my own too.
I'll keep this short.. but expect a lot more rants in here and me just clearing my thoughts...
Sorry if I offend anyone. Just a warning...
Meteor shower tonight... anybody else going to watch it? I'm going to my dads wayy outside the city to. It should be cool.
||[02 Jun 2007|09:07am]
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I can do my own laundry.
[x] I can cook for myself.
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] My parents and grandparents have better things to say than my friends.
[x] I show up for school and or work every day unless I'm sick.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I've watched talk shows to point out the credibility of it all.
[x] I know what credibility means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
[x]I know how to run the dish washer and or do the dishes.
[ ] I can count to 10 in Spanish.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[x] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[x] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I studied when I had to.
[x] I paid attention at school.
[x] I remember to feed my pets.
[x] I can spell experience without looking it up.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get Diet Pepsi/Coke.
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said. (usually anyways! lol.. i'm not half blonde for nothing!)
[x] I can type fast.
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[x] I can look at someone hot without thinking of sex.
[x] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.